Between peace and war is balance, It’s anarchy. No rules, Rules to be broken. Is it fun? Or is it forgotten? I’m alive in the balance, There’s a freedom. Between peace and war is balance, It’s anarchy. No rules, Rules to be broken, Loving every minute, I’m alive in the balance, It happens seldom, It’s anarchy, It’s freedom.

The End?

The end is the end, Of a beginning with no end. Live. Stepping into the Spirit, The fire burns, Cleanses the impurities, Sets the world ablaze. In the beginning was God, In the end there is judgment. Live, Repent, Live again in the Spirit. Free yourself of this world, Only by the Son. He has Won. Leave this world pure …


-ALONE?- Am I? I can hear my voice. Can you? I know that you do. Is this praying? I believe it is. I need a healthy balance. Can you show me the way? I feel peace in this moment. I feel that we are one. I am not alone in you. I feel your presence. I feel your force. I …

The Valley

Look towards the mountain, If you’re in the valley. It’s temporary, The valley. Look to climb and grow, The mountain. Once at the top, Enjoy the view, Your journey is won. Don’t be discouraged on your climb down, It’s a temporary visit, The valley. It’s life, Up-and-down victories. It’s life, LIVE.

The Question?

Looking to a time when the time will stand still. -The judgment Will it end quietly or will the silence penetrate the walls and shake furiously? -The inner walls Will the fierce light penetrate the soul and shine like gold or will the residue be like ash? -The self-reflection Or is this the judgment that was taught? -The question


Pieces Looking inside I see the puzzle, Piece by piece. I see how it fits. Understanding the connections, Seeing the meaning. If the pieces get scattered it can feel defeating. When and if this happens, It’s time to sort it out. Taking it piece by piece, And eliminating the doubt. Pieces


Break- When there’s a break in time, what’s in store? There is some kind of lesson, I’ve learned that before. The situation will present itself, it’s behind the door. Open the door and see the prize, it’s what you’ve been waiting for. Put your worries aside, the lesson will be over soon. If the lesson leaves you in the dark, …

No More Crutch

No More Crutch is a book written of poetry, writings, and feelings from the early years of my recovery living with a dual diagnosis. My dual diagnosis consists of bipolar disorder and addiction to drugs/alcohol. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 1995 after a drug induced manic episode. I was going to an all night rave club in NYC …


Attuned Searching for myself piece by piece, Like a puzzle scattered in front of me. Searching for a reason, So I can truly see. Clearing my eyes, The vision is there. Focus is there, Please don’t mind the stare. The new dawn is what I see, What does that mean to me? The dawn is the power of the sun, …